2nd beta

Today I had my 2nd betas drawn. I went back to the E group. (blah)

The nurse was very nice and even hit my vein on the first try. When I asked her when I would get the results back though, she said tomorrow! I was like WTF! I was told on Friday that I would get them back the same day... I had already BARELY made it through the weekend without having to be admitted to an insane isyllum. I was NOT gonna make it another night. So she talked to the head nurse and they put a rush on it.

Mom went with me (to hold Caden) so afterwards we met Uncle Matt at Penn Station for lunch, and then went to Target for some shopping to pass the time. I wanted to buy the baby a million GIRL things but mom stopped me lol.

She then dropped Caden and I back off at home. Caden went right down for a nap and I sat down with the computer to pass time. By 5 pm I still hadn't heard back from the doctor so I called in.

After being on hold for what seemed like hours, I was finally told my 2nd Beta amount!

339!!! (they doubled every 48 hours like they were suppose to be!)

Anyways, then the nurse went on with her NEGATIVENESS and told me that they still couldn't promise me anything and that they wanted to have me come back in on Wednesday for a THIRD beta! She went on pretty much about how this still might not be a good pregnancy and yada yada yada. I decided right then and there that I am switching OBGYNs. I can't take feeling like I'm expected to miscarry at any moment. It's wearing me and my nerves out. I found a new OBGYN that sounds like something I would like, more half traditional doctor-half midwife. She works with you on what you want! So I have an appointment with her on March 3rd. I will assume everything is going great unless symptoms show me otherwise. I've had a healthy pregnancy so there is no reason to worry so far :)

(Also a girl on JM said that the doctor that I have been seeing sounds like a high-risk doc, used to expecting the worst out of the situation. More clinical and straight to the point... not caring and warm like my last obgyn. So I went to her site and everything clicked into place. Her specialty IS high-risk... but I am no a high-risk patient soooo I am out of there!)